"The reason why girls are so complicated is because most guys overcomplicate things. At the end of the day, if you confess your feelings, it will either hurt a little or it may lead to a conversation about those feelings being reciprocated. The only way for you to find out which of these two happens to occur, is to go out there and test the waters. As for your fear regarding NOBODY liking you in that way, it’s statistically impossible. If however, you are stagnant and don’t state your feelings, then that percentage will never increase or decrease, much like your self-growth"
— My friend regarding my life.
Rise Against tomorrow.
I cannot contain my emotions….
So I finished TFiOS
I cried in the train.
There were actual tears running down my stupid face.
I felt emotions and things and I knew people were looking at me weird and I knew I should have bottled them up… but I couldn’t.
Seldom do things make me feel the way it made me feel and I don’t regret anything.
Thank you John Green. Simply, thank you.
I need to find my Hazel Grace Lancaster
"You can search throughout the entire universe for someone who is more deserving of your love and affection than you are yourself, and that person is not to be found anywhere. You yourself, as much as anybody in the entire universe deserve your love and affection."
— Siddhārtha Gautama Buddha
I’ve come to the conclusion that I’m not hated and that I’m not loved.
The best way to describe my life is in chemistry terms.
I am in a moment of stasis.
Nothing in particular.
I’m just here.
I was thinking… That’s not good.
Decided to stay home and do homework.
The mathematics of it:
Sociology is a 50 minute class.
It takes me 50 minutes to get there and then another 50 to get back.
Sociology is my only class of the day.
It’s -30 right now.
This all adds up to me being happy in my blankets doing homework and catching up on assigned reading :)
P.S: I’m also reading Will Grayson, Will Grayson :D